Life.

Life is TOUGH. <--- (Duh, thank you for telling Captain.Obvious) Only if you think it is. Thought that this year will be way better than the year before but as usual things just screw up when it comes near to mid year. Harhar. Let me list out the unfortunate things I'm going through now.

1. My computer and Astro - fried.
2. My feelings being played
   
3. A girl in my school made my life miserable after all I was just trying to help.
4. My driving instructor "fong-fei-kei" me the fourth time.
   
5. My handphone being stolen by Min Kok Restaurant's I-don't-know-who.

All these things happened in 2 weeks time , just imagine how I struggle to move on when I don't even have enough time to get over the previous incident then another one comes. Though I sounded a little petty , but the 2nd and 3rd incident really got me into depression. I was so sad , I meant VERY sad and disappointed. The guy I once knew who I thought was good turn out to be playing me . Lol. About the girl ... when it comes to talk about this particular girl ,a word will just flash in my mind "B*tch" ( subconciously - not my fault), she had really got on my nerves that I now treat her as a stranger. Then comes to my driving instructor , I skipped school just to attend the driving lesson but in the very last minute he msged and said his clerk resign and I have do it another day. (Though this incident is not really that significant but because I was still in depression I just see it as something very serious :/ )

Okay , here comes the worst part. I lost my handphone. (How great is that ?!) The story goes like this :- This very morning after fetching Selyn from her house , we went Min Kok Restaurant to have our breakfast. As usual ,dad gave me money to pay the bill then I went to the counter and left my phone on there. After that, I had my left hand holding the receipt and my right hand the changes. I totally forgot about my handphone not until when I reached the library and then I noticed my handphone when missing .__. I tried calling my handphone(the maxis) with my another handphone(the digi) , I heard the beeping sound for quite some times then someone hang up , the 2nd and 3rd time the beeping sound went shorter , the 4th and 5th time my handphone was offed. *imagine that* I was like .... My dad went to Min Kok to search for it but they denied seeing it. (Wth, dishonest people right there). I was in the library feeling very upset , thinking that the day before I just cried for one hour because of what the B*tch did to me and now my handphone is being stolen. So yeah, I did emo from 11am to 4 pm in the library. Well , at least i manage to study 2 chapters of chemistry form 4. Lol. Luckily, Selyn was there to comfort me and I pretty had much fun today [;

Selyn&Me (secret recipe)

But still I feel sad over my phone >:

Responses I got from my Dad.

He said that I did not take care of my things properly and yeah last it turned out to be my fault but yet im still making it Min Kok's fault (:

Responses I got from my 3rd brother, Aaron.
He msn me, first I thought he was going to comfort me instead he asked me to buy Jay Chou's new CD , Swt. Then he suddenly recommended me E72 , saying lost phone = buy new phone :D! Well, not really helping me to feel better from that. Then he added saying "You just lost your handphone, wth. I lost 2 of my friends .. permanently..." Okay , that sort of gave me a slap to notice that its-just-a-handphone.

Responses I got from my mom.
She called me, again I thought she was going to ask about the handphone. Not as what i conjectured, she told me about grandma that the operation was successful then only she start questioning about my handphone. Thought that she would nag me but instead she comforted me saying that I should take it as a lesson and don't feel sad about it. She then added that young people are just interested in handphone cant blame them for wanting them, Lol. I told her that i am not in the mood to study after my phone being stolen, she gave me a very funny answer "You lost your phone already then you must feel more motivated to study because you learned something new today which is to take care of your things properly" Lol, it dont quite makes senses but yeah it makes me feel much better (:

I love you mommy. My mom is so cool. Btw she promised to get me a new phone x)

Her yellow sofa.. now it's empty...

This is what she looks like,though she just looked like a normal phone but to me she's a special gift from my mother.