Blogger IV

It's a really hard time for me to sleep without a blanket or any pillows adding being in the unfamiliar environment exacerbates it ): Feel really homesick being in the apartment alone for only 12 hours now since last night when my family dropped me outside "My Place".

And owh yeah, that's the reason why I'm blogging now having my speaker blasting the song(Marie Digby- Say it again) since my roommates are away to college. To my surprise Inti College started their orientation yesterday whilst Taylors College only starts tomorrow. I woke up at7:30am today when I only got like 3~4 hours sleep reminiscing the breakfasts mom always prepare early morning the past few days while hugging the bag of shirts as my pillow - how pathetic T_T But I do feel really grateful that he is willing to accompany me to sleep through skype and that made me slept easier *heart*

So yeah, the first activity I came through my mind is -eat. I had my cereal and milo prepared and suddenly noticed that I did not bring any bowls, so I had to change from my pajamas and head off to Subway to get myself a sandwich. When I reached there a person outside told me that it only operates at 8:30am , glad it was already 8:15 so it did not really make me look that dumb :x On the way back I noticed a stall selling "Nasi Lemak" so I got myself one and went back then entered the wrong block for twice , its like my block is D but I entered B and C - it's not the first time me doing it x_X

This is my first post for the year 2011 (; I really can't get it how those blogger manage their time to update their blog every single time any significant event occur ._. I only write it when I'm drop dead bored.

Aww I missed my parents- look at my dad's facial expression

Blogger III

Okay, obviously my blog was abandoned for like ... 4months from the last time I posted my "most recent" post which was on the May 22nd :x

I find it like it's impossible to always update the blog everyday each time any significant thing happen :/ or perhaps I should always have a notebook and pen with me to jot down all the incidents and the time x_x ?

Well, many things had happened the past few months , the lamest incident was when I was trying to call my own phone number (the phone that was stolen) and I accidentally called the wrong number , the most embarrassing thing is that I actually confronted with the Chinese man on the phone @_@ Oh yeah by the way I was in the car on the way to Ipoh to visit my grandmother.

The conversation went like this (not really accurate cause my memory of it is a little vague)*translated from Mandarin to English.

Me :"Hello?
Uncle :"Hello, may I know who's calling?"

Me :"Hey, you took my phone.

Uncle :"Wtf ? I've been using this number for 25 years"

Me :"But I'm calling my own phone number.*sniffles*"

Uncle :"Huh?! I'm eating with my friends now and how on earth can I steal your phone."
Me :"Please give me back my phone!*sniffles*
Uncle :"Wth, where are you from?"

Me :"I'm from Seremban, I knew you took my phone )x!"
Uncle :"But I'm from Ipoh and I never went there before"
Me :"Okay, I'm on my way to Ipoh too , I'll go find you."

*then I stared at my hand phone screen and I noticed I called the wrong number which is 012-3849415* LOL!

I quickly apologized to the old man @_@ I'm glad he understood that I'm still young and young people tend to make mistakes (but not to this extend x_x). And after that I still haven't learned my lesson , I called another wrong number again and a Malay woman picked up :X

I'm pretty sure I did freaked him out a little xD. Meh, everyone laughed at me in the car =_= btw this thing happened like few months ago already x_x.

Some other significant events were like :

(i) Grandma had some kind of straightening-bow-leg operation(can't remember the name of it)

(ii) He said it. *June 4th

(iii) Duet with Xinyi x) *June 28

(iv)Leo Forum
(v)Bought Nana my female hamster :x *August 25*
(vi)Eddie intercourse with Nana :/ *I-cant-remember date
(vii) Something heart breaking (don't feel like saying it in detail) *Sept 7
(viii) Nana just gave birth! LOL ! *Today Sept 28*

Xinyi

Grandma

Nana.

I know I do sound really lame for telling this but this made me so happy @_@ Lol. I remembered today I had a weird dream about "him" then suddenly mom woke me up saying that nana gave birth and there were many ugly pink colour creature. Rofl. I even said to her :"Don't lie la" xD She insisted that she was telling the truth , and yeah by the way my mom don't lie :x Guess I was just really blur that time @_@ So I got up from bed and take a look at my hamster's cage, I looked more nervous than the mother itself when I saw some pinkish creature at the corner :x (nana was running the wheel) I quickly took Eddie out from the cage and left it on my table x_x and take the cage to the store room then covered it with a floor mat :x After that I went asking for a hamster's cage from my neighbour but she asked me to take from her maid later, when I got home I noticed Eddie was missing and I've forgotten where I left him .__. Then Eddie appeared at the curtains near the sliding door , I do wondered how he get there x_x So yeah , being a typical owner who's hamster just gave birth .__. don't need to tell this procedure in detail xD

Nana

Eddie

Life II

Remember me saying that "Life is tough"? But I think I have to replace it with a more suitable adjective which will turn out to be...

Life is miserable.

The next morning after my phone was stolen , I called Min Kok comfirming whether did they saw any handphone. As what I conjectured, the sissy voice from the line denied seeing any phone and saying that their worker will definitely return the handphone if they see any. Yeah yeah yeah.. as if, Lol. I just hang up the phone after adding my last sentence "Dishonest people." Opps, did not mean to say out loud but I still mean it x) Guess I was really pissed off :/

To support that aphorism I said "Life is miserable" , after the call I went washing the clothes (don't think that I'm such a good girl doing the house chores, it's because mom's not around for almost 1 week and me+dad+house= DISASTER) So much so when i was pouring the detergent into the pail of clothes and when i close back the cap the detergent somehow went into my eyes. Its seriously painful , i even thought that I'm going blind. Lol. That made me feel worse because after the missing of my handphone, now missing of an eye ? (Okay, I thought a little too much) Though I'm a Red Cressant member i dont know any of those fancy first aid skills, so I went msn-ing my friend seeking help. She told me to rinse my eye ball with water .__. Lol. (This makes me sounded so dumb cause at the back of every bottle will have "Cautions: Avoid from contacting eye, if so rinse it with water")Suddenly , i feel some chilly liquid trickling down my lips from my nose.. Guess what ? My nose was bleeding.

I just feel so frustrated and later then went out with my dad for breakfast , the "cendol" I ordered is tasteless and the ice melted so fast that it turns to liquid by the time I wanted to eat it .__. I just feel more sad that life is just so unfair to me.To make me feel better I asked dad to buy a new Bible (: and yeah I like decorating the the cover with glitter glue. After squeezing and customizing the cover , I went to use my hair dryer to blow dry it.Then suddenly a spark flashed in my hair dryer then it's fried .

My new NKJV Bible *hearts

Glitter glues

fried-hair dryer ;__;

Oh great..

I just cant take it anymore longer being at home, so I called Selyn. I was actually seeking some comfort but she was there laughing in the whole conversation , well at least she made me laugh a little x) Then like before we when Jusco to have our rm35 meal .__. Thought of buying a new sim card but I forgot to bring my IC along, so I have to do it later :/

Latte-mocha & Chocolate

Seafood tomyam baked rice.

Selyn

Selyn and Me.

Okay I have to admit that I still did not get over my handphone at all >:

Around 10 pm at night, I walked to Jusco alone to try cancelling my sim card number and make a new sim card having the same previous number. Unfortunately , my number is registered under my brother's name (who is now in Singapore) and I have to get his IC to cancel it for me. I was sad and angry at the same time because I detest the sissy guy working at the maxis centre in Jusco. Lol. I know its irrelevant but yet I still don't like that guy for some reasons D: I feel so pathetic at the time and tears actually welled at my eyes, so I walked home alone sobbingly. When I reached home the first thing I do is - facebook , I somehow click the message icon(which I had always ignore it). The first two message I received actually made my day (:

*not going to explain about it :X

P/s: I love Jesus.

Life.

Life is TOUGH. <--- (Duh, thank you for telling Captain.Obvious) Only if you think it is. Thought that this year will be way better than the year before but as usual things just screw up when it comes near to mid year. Harhar. Let me list out the unfortunate things I'm going through now.

1. My computer and Astro - fried.
2. My feelings being played
   
3. A girl in my school made my life miserable after all I was just trying to help.
4. My driving instructor "fong-fei-kei" me the fourth time.
   
5. My handphone being stolen by Min Kok Restaurant's I-don't-know-who.

All these things happened in 2 weeks time , just imagine how I struggle to move on when I don't even have enough time to get over the previous incident then another one comes. Though I sounded a little petty , but the 2nd and 3rd incident really got me into depression. I was so sad , I meant VERY sad and disappointed. The guy I once knew who I thought was good turn out to be playing me . Lol. About the girl ... when it comes to talk about this particular girl ,a word will just flash in my mind "B*tch" ( subconciously - not my fault), she had really got on my nerves that I now treat her as a stranger. Then comes to my driving instructor , I skipped school just to attend the driving lesson but in the very last minute he msged and said his clerk resign and I have do it another day. (Though this incident is not really that significant but because I was still in depression I just see it as something very serious :/ )

Okay , here comes the worst part. I lost my handphone. (How great is that ?!) The story goes like this :- This very morning after fetching Selyn from her house , we went Min Kok Restaurant to have our breakfast. As usual ,dad gave me money to pay the bill then I went to the counter and left my phone on there. After that, I had my left hand holding the receipt and my right hand the changes. I totally forgot about my handphone not until when I reached the library and then I noticed my handphone when missing .__. I tried calling my handphone(the maxis) with my another handphone(the digi) , I heard the beeping sound for quite some times then someone hang up , the 2nd and 3rd time the beeping sound went shorter , the 4th and 5th time my handphone was offed. *imagine that* I was like .... My dad went to Min Kok to search for it but they denied seeing it. (Wth, dishonest people right there). I was in the library feeling very upset , thinking that the day before I just cried for one hour because of what the B*tch did to me and now my handphone is being stolen. So yeah, I did emo from 11am to 4 pm in the library. Well , at least i manage to study 2 chapters of chemistry form 4. Lol. Luckily, Selyn was there to comfort me and I pretty had much fun today [;

Selyn&Me (secret recipe)

But still I feel sad over my phone >:

Responses I got from my Dad.

He said that I did not take care of my things properly and yeah last it turned out to be my fault but yet im still making it Min Kok's fault (:

Responses I got from my 3rd brother, Aaron.
He msn me, first I thought he was going to comfort me instead he asked me to buy Jay Chou's new CD , Swt. Then he suddenly recommended me E72 , saying lost phone = buy new phone :D! Well, not really helping me to feel better from that. Then he added saying "You just lost your handphone, wth. I lost 2 of my friends .. permanently..." Okay , that sort of gave me a slap to notice that its-just-a-handphone.

Responses I got from my mom.
She called me, again I thought she was going to ask about the handphone. Not as what i conjectured, she told me about grandma that the operation was successful then only she start questioning about my handphone. Thought that she would nag me but instead she comforted me saying that I should take it as a lesson and don't feel sad about it. She then added that young people are just interested in handphone cant blame them for wanting them, Lol. I told her that i am not in the mood to study after my phone being stolen, she gave me a very funny answer "You lost your phone already then you must feel more motivated to study because you learned something new today which is to take care of your things properly" Lol, it dont quite makes senses but yeah it makes me feel much better (:

I love you mommy. My mom is so cool. Btw she promised to get me a new phone x)

Her yellow sofa.. now it's empty...

This is what she looks like,though she just looked like a normal phone but to me she's a special gift from my mother.

Blogging II

I'm stuck,thinking what to write and still wondering how people could manage to update their blog regularly. So... I went browsing through some of my friends blogs and yeah I did sort of get their pattern of customizing and composing their posts.
Most of them:

(1) talks randomly <-- like me x)
(2) imitating CNN telling the world about their daily life (p/s: they actually did a very good job having their life's stories summarize and added some pictures to support their post) <-- I give this a 5 star, really come in handy while answering the question "Hey mate, how's life?"
(3) bitch-talk-someone , which will be like using vulgar words towards that particular person. Most of them I do doubt they know the truth before making any conclusion ,and so they did accused that person falsely. <-- this I give a -5 star, cause I find it morally repugnant and the particular person don't deserved to have this "fabrication" upon him/her.
(4) Oprah Winfrey-wannabe, they take a topic and start talking about it making their own definition <-- I give this 2 star , it entertains me reading it cause some I did find it sort-of-makes-sense.
(5) Being an emo-lifeless person, most probably people who just broke up with their so called I-will-love-you-forever lover (forever it seems .__.) Lol. I find it ... okay I don't want to comment about it and make them feel worse :X and yeah be strong and move on (:
(6) ... I guess I only get to discovery these 5 types of posting way (:

Blogging.

I USED to find blogger's are just people who wanted to tell everyone what they were going through -and to me its mere dumbness. Eventually , I'm making one. Lol, ironic :/
But a good thing about blogging is that you dont really have to answer the question like "how are you?" from others and you could actually go replying one sentence to them "READ.MY.BLOG" -safe time and energy (:

Sort of the reason why me making one. Or maybe it's just out of curiousity (: Or perhaps I could read back my blog knowing my life back then if I happen to have amnesia in the future .__. *touch wood.
Since blogging is totally something unaccustomed to me , all I need is time to make it au courant to me.
So yeah, now I'm sitting infront of my dad's computer (since my computer fried) typing this blog with a frown >:/